Welcome to my Handwriting part II & III

                Welcome to my handwriting part II

I’ve a million words to write

But can never find the time

They wouldn’t matter anyway

Don’t pay me any mind

I’m to wrapped up inside myself

To lost to get on out

In any timely fashion

It’s all sighs

Sighs of relief

No one holds a bit in their hands

You can’t hold what isn’t there

It’s all an illusion

Smoke, mirrors and spit

Fabrications are made

The bounty is split

See my friend you have all the time you need

Time is one of those illusions

It never does exist

The past is gone never to come back

The future hasn’t happened it’s just a shadow in the dark

All there is, is now, and it’s slipping fast away

No time like the present

Isn’t that what they say?

So for only a moment

Just the blink of an eye

                Welcome to my handwriting part III

Pretend just once

Lie and say you are mine

I need you like I need relief

It’s got a touch of indecision

And a hint of crying eyes

But alas I cannot bleed no more

So a stitch here and a band aid there

And pretty soon the leaking stops

But the pain it doesn’t go away

So I pile it high with rage

And begin to eat myself from the inside out

But its gonna get better

It does a little everyday

You left me long ago

To face things on my own

Well ill tell you what

I’ve been living long with both eyes closed

I’m trying to open them now

But they are weak and rusty with misuse

My heart is finally beating

But it seemed to take a lot of hurt

23 years and not a moment too soon